love never goes anywhere , it comes back to you

 I was right there standing somewhere at the corner of life waiting ... for my fears to shatter , my emotions to uncover and for dare to love to the fullest . I questioned myself each and every step , I was afraid of something that I didn't even know about . Then somewhere right there , you were standing , you? Someone not less than a mirror , never knew I'll see so many glimpse of myself in one person . I was right there waiting , holding all my fears in one hand and an empty heart on the other with no hope and space left for something which it was actually meant for ; hope for pure and fearless love and a little space for all my dreams that was supposed to be nothing but my true self .

I ran and ran to escape , closed my eyes thinking that this is the perfect idea to disappear from this world full of crowed . I was a person for whom love was nothing but purest form of self love but all of a sudden I lost her , I lost that person who always felt loved, felt lively , full of life and never forgets to live  .  

Time when I found you I started finding myself . I know I failed each time when I tried to love myself again . I think I was tired ,  I wanted to be loved , to be understood but I was scared of being dependent , attached .