Artists

I wish i could dance like dancers , so gracefully they express their emotions through dance . I wish I could sing like best singers. I wish I could film all my thoughts, stories and imagination like all the filmmakers do . I wish I could be everything I want to be nothing but an artist . I wish to be an artist but I don't know what I'm best in , what I'm good for . Maybe I'm just a simple being , who loves art , appreciates life and despiratory wants to live in it . It's not delusional, it's not my own created world which they say do not exist. So I try to learn different art , in search of something I'm made for and I'm afraid of losing it because I can never find meaning in life without art . More than it I'm interested what artist thinks , what goes in their mind when they try to create . Do they create their own world ? Are they delusional too? so am I try to be one ? What's more fascinating than an artist themselves. They don't create art rather they create themselves through it .