Bewajah

In behisaab sawalo se ghiri hui hu , bhaag daud se thak kar jab ek pal ke liye theherna chaahi to dekha duniya bohot aage nikal chuki hai . Ab is kashmkash me hu ke duniya ke sth chalu ya bas chalte rahu yun hi apne hisaab se . 

Kafi jawaab mile aur sab jaanne ke baad bas ek sawal aur reh gya , fir socha ab isse dhundhne ke liye theher gyi to shayad hi kabhi khudko wapis dhundh paungi . Duniya ne mujhpe sawal uthaya aur chhod aayi mai khudko wahi jaha theher gyi thi . Sab kuch bewajah hi to hai , ye duniya , ye logo ke hisaab , neeyam kanoon aur mai bhi .

Magar ab jo peeche reh gyi , ab jo khudko paa hi liya , kya ye munasib hai ke fir se duniya ke bheed me jaake khud ko kho du ? Aisa na karne par ye duniya mujhe apna legi ? 

Agar sab hi duniya ke hisaab se chalte hai to fir ye duniya kiske hisaab se chalti hai ?