letter to Maa

 Hii Maa , 

I always wonder if you really know how much I love you . I express a lot , I'm so emotional (inherited from you) but still I feel like this is less , whatever I do or say is less . I want to give you all the love you deserve and understand you because no one did or maybe failed to do so . 

You are just like me , no ! I am just like you . Sometimes I do complain about you a lot that you are the reason I  have become who I am , so vulnerable . But you make me proud , you are my inspiration , my only inspiration , you always make me a better person.

Whenever I see you happy or sad I feel like writing a book about you , about your life . You make me cry a lot when you say you're not important , nobody wants to love you . I am your strong daughter maa , you made me the strongest and I'm not afraid of this world but I am afraid of this world without you .

I don't know if anyone can love me like you do , if I can allow anyone to love me so much . I want to take you to places you always wanted to but you could never go because you were too afraid to travel alone , because you thought you were dependent . I want to tell you that we are dependent on you , you are the strongest woman I know . 

I bought books for you , I'll come home soon . 

I love you maa❤️